Thursday, December 31, 2009

痛了，怎麽辦？
怕呢？ 又怎麽辦？
哭嗎？

哭是我們最快的反應，
就是不知所措的時候的自然反應。
並且壓不過的時候，淚就會流的更多，更快。

對一件事的害怕，絕對沒有只限制那件事。
事内包括許多其它事，
爾恐懼，害怕只會增加。

怎麽面對呢？
也只能用微笑帶過，
帶一個不能表現害怕，
脆弱和並且笑容滿滿的面具。
用這面具掩蓋害怕，傷痛，
一直到欺騙自己，
或把面具變成現實，
到你原本的模樣，才斯掉。

怕面對，就逃避。
這樣，好嗎？

對我爾言，恐懼和害怕到了這種程度，
絕對是最好的方法。
如果傷到你，真的很抱歉！
但這是我唯一保護自己面對害怕的方法。
對不起。

一直到，害怕推了，走了，
或覺得逃避夠了，
我才能面對。
還不到這段時間時，
我也只好對你抱歉。
真的，很對不起。 Today/yesterday was not really the best of days,but I like to thank you guys for helping me to youknow and that I was the cause of it all. I'm really sorry for all the trouble I caused and at the same time,immersely thank you. You guys really didn't have to do it,but you still did. Especially siewjia. THANKSTHANKSTHANKS! But seriously,no amount of thanks can express my gratitude and blah. Ah,I don't know if you guys get what I'm trying to say,but I really hope you do,cos I'm not too great at expressing myself. :) Anyway,its the start of a new year,so HAPPY NEW YEAR. :)

拼命的上网,闷坏的胸口让我想大声的呐喊.
我努力不放.

夜深了,我怎么办?
寂寞了,谁在身旁?
心情变的好复杂.

心放空了,寂寞好了.

坚强外表下
我脆弱.

寂寞,好复杂的心情,全都可以好的.
伤多痛,都释放.

你的笑陪我,直到阳光回来
ByeBye寂寞!ByeBye无奈!
拥抱的温暖让悲伤的一切闪开.
对了有你,对了有我;
太阳月亮,不赖!


謝謝.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Farewell,goodbye.
We meet and then we part.
After a long time,farewell becomes hard and painful.
And you'll cry.
Tears can't even describe how you feel and,
it feels like you know it'll go away someday.
But you can't stop it,
helplessness kicks in and there's nothing you can do but wait for that day.
Until then,you'll be weeping away in the corner,
hidden.
Hoping that no one discovers your tears and your tear-stained face.
You put on a brave front,
but what do you actually feel inside?
Inside,
with emotions,
uncontrollable.
Once you think about it,
what happens?
You know it and you try to control.
But control just won't listen to you permanently,won't it?
Alone,
and the tears will just fall,wouldn't they?
Once again,
uncontrollable and unstoppable. Untouchable like a distant diamond sky
I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why

I'm caught up in you
I'm caught up in you

Untouchable
Burning brighter than the sun
And when you're close I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night
When I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars
Spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of heaven

It's half full and I won't wait here all day
I know you're saying that you'll be here anyway

But you're untouchable
Burning brighter than the sun
Now that you're close I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night
We could form this dream
I wanna feel you by my side
Standing next to me
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of heaven

Oh, oh
I'm caught up in you
Oh, oh, oh

Untouchable
Burning brighter than the sun
And when you're close I feel like coming undone

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Oh no! 4 more weeks of hols and that's it! OMGGGGG. So fast. I swear I'll hate next year like shitzzz already. Next year equals to end of fun,freedom and chilling. Until the end of Os. I think I'll drop dead by then already due to exhaustion. Now,that won't be a surprise.