Saturday, November 21, 2009

You broke the pieces,now you're leaving me to pick them up.
Thank you.SO.MUCH.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

It was silence.

You and me.

Then.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Cry,scream. Don't keep it inside.
Yell,its okay.
Cry like there's no tomorrow.
That's alright.

Let it out,it'll be okay. :)

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Whenever I feel like giving up,you refuse to acknowledge that statement.
Whenever I don't understand,you try to help me time and time again,even though I might drive you crazy sometimes.
You know something is wrong,even though sometimes I hide it under a fascade.
You know some of my secret thoughts,that I've never told anyone.
Whenever I say something that doesn't sound coherant,you get what I mean.
You acknowledge my flaws and have accepted it.
So have I,applying to yours and mine.
You know when something pissed me off or is making me blow up inside,even though I didn't breathe a word about it or behave anything like it.
You help me time and time again,pulling me up when I've always thought I fell into a bottomless pit.
And I'd promised that I'll do the same when you feel the same.
Now,as I'm typing,I've realised that maybe I do not know you as much as I thought,and as much as you know me.
I know that I don't have to be alone,when I feel like shit.
Neither do you.
I just wanted to express my thanks and gratitude.

You know,like all the stars in the night sky. You're the biggest of them all,my guardian star.
Like how I am yours.
You know I'll be there if you fall,to put you back up.
To where you're supposed to be.

Thank you,stranger. :)


It feels good penning down some more serious thoughts after a tumultuous ride. The rollercoaster of positivity and negativity,happiness and unhappiness. It just the beginning of another ride. A more tumultuous one. But I'll ready,cos I'll be prepared. And awaiting its impending arrival. Its time to change my shadow.

Friday, June 12, 2009

No updates for 2 months. Heh. Sorry about that. Anyway,the holidays are hereeeee! I'm totally lovin' it,though I should honestly try and get some studying done. I did pretty okay for bio,though I freakin' missed A1 by one friggin' mark. Damn stupid. I HATE A MATH! Its like useless bullshit. Omg,I seriously hope Ronaldo isn't going to Real Madrid, if not I swear I'll cry and hate him forever. Okay,strike out the hate him forever part. Off to Taiwan in 2 days,can't wait.

P.S. Can someone help me with the binomial theroem or whatever shit,cos I don't get it and I can't do the quiz.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Oh no oh no. Super sleep deprived nowadays. Can't believe I had a mere 3 hours of sleep because of lit. I feel so screwed. ): Chem's getting boring-er and boring-er. (And don't insult my super guai-ness okay! :DDD)And we had like 4 teachers for the past week cos miss lee was sick or smth. Mr lau was like damn loud and kept calling shujing jingijing. Damn funny. I was laughing like crazy. I don't want to switch seats. ): I'll miss asking cherri math questions and annoying her and being really hyper thanks to ashley,cherri,kim,shujing,fizzie. :D FSHEROES UNITED FTW! :DDD I'm called potato backside btw, cos I called fizzie watermelon head. Hahahahahhahahas. I honestly still dont get indices and log,they drive me nuts? I understand alpha and beta like so much better. Okay,I'm gonna be a nerd and start acing math too. Last week, queued like at 8 to see Fahrenheit at IMM. QUEUED LIKE 7 hours and 9 hours in total until my cds got signed. But luckily there was chris and jess. :) Felt damn waste money after buying the qing gong ban. D: OMGOMGOMG AND WU ZUN'S WAS SO CUTTTEEEE! He was like JIAYOU! and I was like OKAY! hahahahhahahahhs. I was damn freakin' hyper when I was on stage to let them autograph my album.

Me: Calvin,你是最awesome的 sunshine boy!
Calvin: 我是最awesome的 sunshine boy?(laughing and smiling)
Me: YEAH! (omg,and I was like laughing and smiling like crazy)
Calvin: Yeah!(almost laughing alr and he shook my hand)
(omg,I was like damn high)

Me:亞綸,你很可爱!(I totally forgot what I wanted to say.)
Aaron: 谢谢(smiling and he shook my hand)
(and I was still smiling like so proud of myself so saying that. -.- like i said,I was damn high)
[Twin and rachel,jealous much! >:D hahaha)

Me:大東,对不起没时间写你的信,真的很对不起!( cos me and chris wrote everybody elses' letters except his,cos really no time. When we finished writing calvin's we had to move alr,so I was moving and folding and decorating the front part of the letter plus it was damn packed,so couldn't write and I was really damn paiseh and damn apologetic)
大東: 写什么?( he didnt really quite catch what I said)
Me:没时间写你的信,对不起!真的很对不起! (I kept saying sorry)
大東:没关系啦.
Me:真的很对不起!
(then he shook my hand like damn apologetic also,and I felt damn bad. I was smiling damn apologetic also.)

Me:吳尊 ,你很帅! [I super forgot I wanted to say at that time. I wanted to say that he was the awesomest everrrr. :( ]
吳尊: 谢谢,要加油哦!
Me: OKAY!(the he shook my hand)
(Omg,I was still smiling and siao, was still damn high)

I was damn happy! hahahhahaaha. :DDDD then kept smiling and laughing non-stop. Then da dong and aaron drew smiley faces on my album. :DDDD da dong drew another smiley on my other album. OMG! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. <3

Okay shit. My tv spolit and its the one with cable! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! D: and there's like bio test tmr and I haven't started studying yet. Okay must go and study now. BYEEEEEEEEEE!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Yesterday's tuition was damn boring and funny. How contrasting,I know! It was boring cos we're doing graphs-thanks to me but funny because my teacher's damn random. "I'm will go and commit suicide if I go bald." HAHA!

These days been kinda hectic. Sec 3 really got no life. SIGH. I can't imagine sec 4,oh wait I can. Its just worse than now.


&everybody's changing,morphing into people I don't recongnise anymore.