Sunday, May 22, 2011
I need to rant. There's so much things going on and all I needed was a tipping point.How glad am I, that pretty much the people who want to see this,can't.
I'm left hanging by a thread.
Frustration? HELL YEAH.
Okay. Eff this. I can't do it. I just can't.
♥ disguised at { 12:14 AM }
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
With memories hidden and buried,so deep within,
it became forgotten.
As it builds up layer upon layer upon a weak foundation,
it was expected to crumble sooner or later.
Then it happened.
Torrents of words escaped out of my mouth,
words that I've kept buried and hidden for so long.
Words that I were afraid to say,
afraid of judgement,opinions, all let out.
Hidden, as my fingers dance across the keyboard.
My relief stands across, obvious for all to see.
I've found myself again.
No more facades,no more masks.
All torn down,
as He lay them at my feet.
Showing me the infinite number of masks I've put on,
as He guides the way back to Him,
breaking all strongholds.
For they're no match for the almighty God. :)
♥ disguised at { 12:04 AM }
Friday, April 9, 2010
AHHHH.My heart's beating so fast.
I feel so pressurized.
It feels like I'm going into panic attack mode.
Please help me.
I'm trying really hard to make it disappear,
but its not working.
♥ disguised at { 8:14 AM }
Sometime, I really feel like saying f you.But He stops me.
You should be glad.
♥ disguised at { 8:05 AM }
Thursday, April 8, 2010
It felt good,saying directly to you what I really felt.Maybe that direct-ness frightened you a little,
I don't know.
But I'm glad I said it,even though I was afraid.
"Have fear,do it anyway."-Last week's sermon.
Just what I needed.
♥ disguised at { 7:52 AM }
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
AAAH. I was looking forward to this week. And now its getting really shitty.Got told that today was our last training session,zomg.
I'l miss all the noisy chatter and all the nonsense stuff we used to do.
I'll miss all the stupid games we played-BLIND BOWLING!
HAHA.
Our old forfeits-CHICKEN DANCE(LOL!)
Our friendly compeitions,which became overly competitive halfway, which will then result into something funny always.
ALL THE FUNNY MOMENTS.
AHAHAHHA. Shinwoo breaking her shoe and using tape to temporarily tape back.
MY SOLE DROPPING!(Embarrassing ttm.)
B1 and twin who always forget stuff-SHOES,BALL,BAG,UNIFORM!
(HAHAHA YOU GUYS ARE WAY AWESOME MAN!)
OUR SINGING SESSIONS! HAHAHAHHA.
I'll miss them so much.
It became part of my life.
Now that its gone,it just doesn't feel right.
PART TWO: NO DANCE TMR. AAAARGHHHH.
I WANTTTT DANCE! >:(
I need to burn calories and lose some weight please!
FUNNY SIDE OF THE WEEK:
I've been getting really absent minded lately,esp during chem!
Last week,we did titration and I had to put solution P into the burette,but I put it into the pipette. Then I realised I put wrongly,needed to redo. Then this time,I poured the other solution Q into the burette,when it was supposed to be in pipette. SAME MISTAKE. WITH THE SAME TWO SOLUTIONS,TWICE! Then shinwoo and tessa were laughing at me. Then I almost walked out of the chem lab today with the freakin goggles! AHAHAHAHHAHAHA. I think I'm utter champion lor. HAHAHA.
PLUS SIDE:
CARNIVAL SATURDAY! Can't wait! :>
♥ disguised at { 8:17 AM }
Thursday, February 25, 2010
the facades torn down away.one layer after another.
till it becomes raw.
THROBBING HEADACHE. ARGH.
♥ disguised at { 5:50 AM }